January 2011
60 posts
That awkward moment when you're home alone...
On the internet, I'm like
But in real life, I’m like:
when my mom pretends like shes more responsible...
neverlivewithout:
Oh Hey. Guess what? I love you :)
water.
you know that moment when you are alone and you’re taking a bath? and you just start thinking about everything that’s been happening around you lately. your head becomes flooded with thoughts and everything is just too overwhelming. you don’t know what to do, because all you want - is for those thoughts to disappear and leave you alone.
then you go underwater, and...
you're all choked up & i'm okay.
Why do you have to do that? We are over. We have been done for the past 2 months, and I do not understand the need to bother me over and over again. Every time I realize I’m starting to move on and be happy - it’s like you sense it and call me, text me, find a way to talk to me and say things I do not want to hear. What’s the point of bringing up the past? What’s the...
“There are many things that we would throw away if we were not afraid that others...”
– Oscar Wilde.
Anonymous asked: why did u let me go?
done.
blah. everything’s been all over the place for the past few days. ii haven’t posted anything here because i wan’t quite sure where to start.
exams, work, rehearsals, relationships - everything’s been falling on me and stressing me. but right now its all done. all i have to get through is tomorrow, and after that - NEW SEMESTER. new beginning maybe?
possibly. i like to...
So this is my new favourite at the moment. I want...
Grief..
Why do people have to die? Why do we lose the most important people in our life? Why do they have to leave us?
Ive come to realize that over and over again people leave. Whether it is because they find someone better, or they passed away. You know why we say passed away? Because the word “death” scares the fuck out of us. But sooner or later you have to face the fact that the person...
tell me what i'll never be, make me feel broken .
You know that moment when someone asks you what’s wrong and you say “nothing”? Well I hate people who use that excuse, but I’ve been saying it so much lately that i have no reason to blame them anymore. I don’t saying “nothing” because I don’t want to talk about it; I say it because I’m not quite sure where to start. Everything seem so...
BLAH, missing my boo like crazy..
“don’t walk ahead of me.. i may not follow”
Relationships.. i don’t quite know where to start when it comes to the relationships. there is never a clear beginning; i can’t seem to point out the moment i start liking a person, of the moment i start caring about them and loving them. the funny thing is they don’t quite have endings either. I mean of course you can point out when you started dating and when you broke...
how's life?
everyone seems to be asking each other that question every single day. even if you asked me yesterday, you’re probably going to ask me today as well. pointless, but it’s a simple way of starting a conversation. so how is life? dad’s finally coming home tomorrow night, this semester is almost done, baby sister is getting cuter and cuter every day, my boy makes me happy every...
goats and stuff.
Hey You,
Yeah you reading my blog every single day. i know you are trying to see what’s happening in my head and my life. so there it goes, im going to tell you.
There is this amazing person i have in my life and i think you might know that person. They always know how to cheer me up and make me smile even when i’m down. they know a lot of things about me and they dont judge me....
“stop trying to impress other people. they are more screwed up than you think.”
amen.
i have this new thing that I’m trying. Its called being nice and helping others. Sometimes there are people who need a bit more love than others. People that need to be told they are beautiful and that they are not alone. I used to be ignorant towards people like that because I was stuck by an opinion that you are born to take care of yourself; no one else is going to do it for you. These...
Blahh.
I’ve noticed that i become so easily irritated lately. Everyone seems to piss me off in some kind of way. Whether it’s someone I dislike, or someone I used to be close with, or just a stranger in the school hallway. Everything seems to be bugging me. The way someone is talking, or the way someone is looking at me and I just can’t seem to find a reason to why I react this way. I...
“Some people are meant to fall in love with each other, but just aren’t...”
closure.
I’ve come to realize that it’s WAY too easy to hurt someone. People are vulnerable and sometimes we forget that. I hurt someone a lot and even if I say it was unintentional, it wont make anything better. It won’t make the pain go away. We both made mistakes and I know that you may never forgive me for what I did,and I will never forget what you did to me. That pain is always...
“i may be bad but im perfectly good at it. sex in the air, i dont care, i love...”
– <3
happiness.
You were a stranger to me, when you just came into my life. You are everything that a girl could ask for and everything a girl needs. Sometimes I may not realize that, sometimes I may not believe it. You tell me I am beautiful and you see things that other people don’t. You make me feel loved, and when you are with me, I can’t worry about anything other than you and I. The only...
famILY?
I guess you could say I’m a little bit screwed up. Not like everybody else, when it comes to judgements, decision making and simply living my life. My parents havn’t lived together since I was 3 and I’ve never been able to spend time with my father when I was younger, and now that i’m all grown up i dont get to spend time with my mother. its unfair. i never really talk...
Anonymous asked: I love you.
the best you never had.
the truth is - I’m tired of chasing. I mean I know those people who do everything they can to get the person they want but in reality they just like the chase. This is not the case though. Ive had you; ive had you in my arms and all around me. Ive had you there when I laughed and when I cried. Those crazy nights we spent together when no one else mattered except for me and you. Every little...
“let’s make better mistakes tomorrow”
– <3
Anonymous asked: FUCKING COOL DAWGIE
-JON
-JON